I had to ask Tony last night to not speak in the Morgan Freeman voice during sex.

Andy Dufresne

Today I took Tony out to eat at Ruby Tuesday and it was nice. We both had yummy, juicy steaks, and I had a glass of moscato wine. Yum. It was so nice for us to go sit down and eat at a decently nice restaurant that didn't serve pizza.. And he didn't complain! He usually complains about how something isn't to his liking because he's so picky and it can ruin the experience. But nope! :D We went shopping too, but the basis of the story is that the entire date day, Tony spoke in his best Morgan Freeman voice referring to Andy Dufresne or pretending to run the downstairs section of Wayne Enterprises speaking of auto pilot. I wish I could somehow type in Morgan Freeman font or dialect somehow to show how incredibly funny it was. We listened to Kevin Smith's Fatman on Batman podcast the entire way there. I actually enjoy it, which surprised me because I like Batman, I don't like him enough to listen to a guy in a hockey jersey blab about him all day.
Anywho, today was a fun day. I got a nice dinner with my babe, a cute outfit, and my hair is now long enough for a side braid.

Sims

Last night I stayed up until almost 5am playing the Sims 3. Upon first starting out my "household" as they call it, I made two young adults, being me and boyfriend. Within the first three days of our new life together with a three bedroom house which I had bought with our amazing endless "motherlode" cheat (allowing endless money), our dishwasher broke. Being the man, I had boyfriend repair it. Since his "handiness" skill was only at a level 1 at the time, he was electrocuted. I ha,d him try again in an attempt to improve his handiness skill and he was electrocuted once more. My boyfriend within our first three days had died. I put his remains in our backyard next to the pool and mourned for three days.

Reading about the Sims online (yes, I research), I found out that you could build a relationship with the ghost of a loved one, but you do have to start from scratch and actually "woohoo" and try to make a baby. So I fucked up my Sims sleep schedule so that she would sleep during the day, be grumpy going into work at her scientist job, and drink lots of coffee so she could build a romantic relationship with dead boyfriend. Eventually I became pregnant and I now have a ghost baby. I quit my job as a scientist, but I'm sure I could go back once my child is grown up and goes to school. Either way, the reason I stayed up until 5am is because I wanted to see if my baby would be a little goth half ghost kid. Nope. Harlequinn (Yes, I named her that, only upon a recent conversation with actual boyfriend that he wanted to name our future daughter this) enjoys classical music, her favorite color is spiceberry, and her favorite food is mac and cheese. She has a given artistic talent and is afraid of water, which is taking after her father. Maybe once she grows older I'll edit her and make her a goth kid and slightly ghost-like just for my own satisfaction and since I put in the effort of staying up until 5am just to see what this chap looked like.

What I'm trying to say is, I'm a dork. I wish I could quit my job and have a life cheat with unlimited free money. Oh, and my sim is super athletic, which I'm getting towards myself in the physical form. I also ordered the new Insanity workout, which I shall receive in 3-5 business days. I'm excited! I've already lost a total of 17 pounds and have approximately 30 more pounds to go. I'm determined and looking for something challenging with a workout. Yay! 

Babies

I want a baby. Not in that, "I want someone to love me unconditionally" way, but that I want to be a mother. I want to have a human being that I created with my partner, future husband, my love. I want that love to be combined into making a beautiful human being. I want to have a child as give it all the love I have to offer. To partner up with its father and show it the beauty of the world, but make aware of the evil. I want to give it what I never had. I want to show it to my mother and father and see that happiness in them. I want to be a mother because I know that out of everything I will do in life, that will be the highlight. I know I'll be a great mother.
You want to know why I know? Because I have Respect for my vagina. I'm not the girl who sleeps with a guy just because he called me pretty. I've never been that girl that you'll see at the club or bar or to "experience." That may seem naive of me, but it's never really been a need that I've felt. I've always found love, and that was most important. I know that I wouldn't be fit right now financially to be the mother I imagine I can be. I work in a call center and have an associates degree in general studies. That amounts to nothing. I realize that I need to take care of myself before considering taking care of another human being.
I just know that it's coming soon. That in the near future, once everything is planned out (or nearly there), I'll be a mother. I seriously cannot wait.